Wow. Inertia is a powerful force. September 29, 2011 was my last post. The next day I started fertility drugs again. This time I’m doing Femara (for the record, I’ve been pregnant 4 times – twice using Clomid and twice were “spontaneous” as they say). Femara is way better than Clomid or maybe I’m in a slightly better place since I have BB to make me smile.
I’m afraid that for the most part Facebook is my baby book and I try to at least give a status update with the hilarious things he says. If you’re reading this blog then those updates probably don’t annoy you but know that most of the time they are more for me than anything b/c aside from photos (unorganized and on my hard drive) and memories (which get jumbled with time) those status updates are my reminders of what was going on in that moment of our lives. I started this blog so that I’d have just a little bit more and perhaps between the two there’s enough to make up for the pitiful and almost blank baby book sitting upstairs.
This is an oft-repeated conversation over the last month (or more…I’ve lost track) and somehow he knows just when to start it.
BB: You’re my girl, Mommy.
(J)BB: You’re my boy, Benjamin.
BB: You’re not a boy, Mommy.
(J)BB: No, but you’re a boy.
BB: And Daddy’s a boy. But he just has to go back to work every time. (That last part breaks my heart….and makes me want to play the lottery.)
And really, how can this face not make you smile??
Photo Credit: M. Gioeli Photography